General Hospital - MESSAGE BOARDS

Quote Charming the Flame: Elizabeth,

Like any other canvas, I look at this page and it is hopelessly blank. I don't even know what makes me pick up the pen. Then I think of you and suddenly I can see the color left by a thousand brush strokes. And the page fills with words.

You taught me to see not just a painting but to see the wind. I always tried to show you how much you meant to me. I stand by what I said all those years ago, we are "More Than Friends". But I haven't always shown you how much you mean to mean. I've said the words "I love you" as many times as I thought you could take but those are just words. Walking away from you took all the love I had and left me hollow. I am trying to rebuild but my foundation just never feels solid. Not like when we were together. You always put the ground beneath my feet.

Now that we've sworn to no contact it's even harder to be sure you and Jake know how much I love you and will always carry you in my heart. Even this meager attempt at a letter will only end up set aflame and lie in ash with the other embers that just won't die.

I feel my edges fraying. I don't always have control of my anger these days. I've taken up with someone I deserve, someone who reminds me of my failures. It keeps me from hoping. But it doesn't make me love or miss you any less (though I wish it would). Only in these desolate moments when the four walls surrounding me close in and the emptiness is deafening, do I dare express what's in my soul.

I hope you know my heart is, and always will be, yours.

Jason

the room is dark but for the pumpkin orange glow coming from the fireplace. His dense frame darker than the unlit room passes through like a black hole threaten to suck everything into its void. Arctic eyes look one more time at the sheet of paper. He wonders where all the words came from and why it's such a relief to put them on paper. Kneeling, the far corner dangles above the iridescent flame. Is it the heat from the fire or hesitation at burning a declarations so sacred to him that causes beads of sweat to form? Without actually touching the letter to the long finger of fire the paper combusted. Blue-orange flame eats the page disappearing it like a magic trick. The heat creeps up to the tips of his fingers. He lets the pain come on till it replaces the tears for his lost family and lets go the last corner.

The room is empty again

Quote Hoping4Love: Dear Liz,

It feels like I have spent my entire life trying to find someone like you. You were my first love, my only real true love. The one person I loved more than anything in the world. There is no reason to fool myself anymore. I loved you from the first moment I laid eyes on you and I have ever since.

As I look back on our past together, I often wonder how you were ever so patient with me. Until this moment, I have never realized just how lucky I am to have you in my life. If I had been you, I would have walked away from me a long time ago. Yet your love is so unconditional and pure, like the beautiful person you are. You always accepted me for who I am, willing to sacrifice everything for me. I don't deserve an angel like you.

It brings tears to my eyes to realize how many times I might have lost you; how much I took your love for granted; how many times I was foolish enough to think that I could fix my life on my own. Please forgive me for all my foolishness.

I have finally opened my eyes and realized that I love you more than words can say. I don't know how many lifetimes it will take to make up for all the lost time, to repay the kindness and endless love you've shown me, but I want you to know that I am going to try.

All I ask is please be patient and understanding as these times are difficult and a struggle for you and me, I am torn between survival and my feelings for you. Life throws us many curves, the path may be long and hard but in the end the road widens and life changes for the better.

You don't have to say anything or do anything. I just wanted you to know that no matter what happens in this life, I will always hold a special place for you in my heart. It's true. It is better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all. I am happy that I knew true love, for it is from that love that I have my most cherished memories.

From now to eternity, you'll be in my heart every moment of every day. Thinking of you makes me happy and for as long as I live, I will never stop dreaming of a reunion for our two hearts.

Thank you for sharing your love and your life with me. Thank you for showing me true love.

Jason

Some of this letter doesnt quite fit...but most of it screams Liason.....

Quote LuvingGH: One of my favorite Liason scenes was when Liz was in the hospital after saving Jake from the fire. Jason was bopping down the hospital hall (he had his swagger on) lol, Anyway I love when Jason told Liz, "I think about you and Jake every night and I want to see you, I want to call you I just want to be with you and hold you, I just want to be with you and my son. Ahhh, my heart just melts everytime I look at that on youtube.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=xV0ybiZ4PUg&feature=rec-HM-fresh+div

Quote esprit: Hi Liason Lovlies ...

Sry for not posting much on here ... am still busy with work and the training stuff.

For 2007, my fav moment would be the first ILY!! I have more, but I don't have time for an elaborate post. Maybe later on this week..

Till then , I agree I can feel Liason right around the corner.

Viva LIASON!

Quote LuvingGH:

WOW, Charm, this is absolutely Beautiful!

Quote magirl194: Just stopping in to leave my avi on this page for zaria.

Quote Charming the Flame: Elizabeth,

Like any other canvas, I look at this page and it is hopelessly blank. I don't even know what makes me pick up the pen. Then I think of you and suddenly I can see the color left by a thousand brush strokes. And the page fills with words.

You taught me to see not just a painting but to see the wind. I always tried to show you how much you meant to me. I stand by what I said all those years ago, we are "More Than Friends". But I haven't always shown you how much you mean to mean. I've said the words "I love you" as many times as I thought you could take but those are just words. Walking away from you took all the love I had and left me hollow. I am trying to rebuild but my foundation just never feels solid. Not like when we were together. You always put the ground beneath my feet.

Now that we've sworn to no contact it's even harder to be sure you and Jake know how much I love you and will always carry you in my heart. Even this meager attempt at a letter will only end up set aflame and lie in ash with the other embers that just won't die.

I feel my edges fraying. I don't always have control of my anger these days. I've taken up with someone I deserve, someone who reminds me of my failures. It keeps me from hoping. But it doesn't make me love or miss you any less (though I wish it would). Only in these desolate moments when the four walls surrounding me close in and the emptiness is deafening, do I dare express what's in my soul.

I hope you know my heart is, and always will be, yours.

Jason

the room is dark but for the pumpkin orange glow coming from the fireplace. His dense frame darker than the unlit room passes through like a black hole threaten to suck everything into its void. Arctic eyes look one more time at the sheet of paper. He wonders where all the words came from and why it's such a relief to put them on paper. Kneeling, the far corner dangles above the iridescent flame. Is it the heat from the fire or hesitation at burning a declarations so sacred to him that causes beads of sweat to form? Without actually touching the letter to the long finger of fire the paper combusted. Blue-orange flame eats the page disappearing it like a magic trick. The heat creeps up to the tips of his fingers. He lets the pain come on till it replaces the tears for his lost family and lets go the last corner.

The room is empty again

Quote zaria:

Damn, Charm. You always write so eloquently! This was absolutely beautiful.

Quote Charming the Flame:

truly, it's the subject matter that is so beautiful whether light or dark, sweet or bitter, it's what Liason brings to the table..... but I'll still take the compliment

Quote Canadiana:

Hey E, How did you pick that so fast? I have so many moments in 2007 that I love.

ILY is definitely in my top five, along with, hot wet barn kiss, grief sex, MC rendez vous and all their overlook talks.