General Hospital - MESSAGE BOARDS

Just stopping in to leave my avi on this page for zaria.

Still Love Liason!!
I will Love Liason Always!

"I am pretty much taken!!"

Thinking about 2007 (and the past) it seems clear to me that Jason has many times trusted Elizabeth with his life and her with his. Standing on the edge together. Finding out that Elizabeth is carrying his child - what a wonderful year!

The thing I realized beyond the fact that Liason talked about always trusting each other is that parents would give their lives for their children. I feel that is partly what Jason did with Jake and that is why he wanted Elizabeth to raise Jake. Jason is trusting Elizabeth more than just his life but the legacy of him as well. Because Elizabeth will watch out for Jake, Jason will always be a part of this world and that is something that Jason fears. Jason thinks that his days are numbered. At the moment is that patient that is turning down treatment because he doesn't see the benefit but one day soon he will realize that living for Elizabeth, Cameron and Jake is more important than worrying about how many days he has left on this "earth".

Why do we wait until it is too late?

Why do we let someone else have what we were too scared to reach out and take ?

Viva Liason!!!!

Dear Liz,

It feels like I have spent my entire life trying to find someone like you. You were my first love, my only real true love. The one person I loved more than anything in the world. There is no reason to fool myself anymore. I loved you from the first moment I laid eyes on you and I have ever since.

As I look back on our past together, I often wonder how you were ever so patient with me. Until this moment, I have never realized just how lucky I am to have you in my life. If I had been you, I would have walked away from me a long time ago. Yet your love is so unconditional and pure, like the beautiful person you are. You always accepted me for who I am, willing to sacrifice everything for me. I don't deserve an angel like you.

It brings tears to my eyes to realize how many times I might have lost you; how much I took your love for granted; how many times I was foolish enough to think that I could fix my life on my own. Please forgive me for all my foolishness.

I have finally opened my eyes and realized that I love you more than words can say. I don't know how many lifetimes it will take to make up for all the lost time, to repay the kindness and endless love you've shown me, but I want you to know that I am going to try.

All I ask is please be patient and understanding as these times are difficult and a struggle for you and me, I am torn between survival and my feelings for you. Life throws us many curves, the path may be long and hard but in the end the road widens and life changes for the better.

You don't have to say anything or do anything. I just wanted you to know that no matter what happens in this life, I will always hold a special place for you in my heart. It's true. It is better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all. I am happy that I knew true love, for it is from that love that I have my most cherished memories.

From now to eternity, you'll be in my heart every moment of every day. Thinking of you makes me happy and for as long as I live, I will never stop dreaming of a reunion for our two hearts.

Thank you for sharing your love and your life with me. Thank you for showing me true love.

Jason

Some of this letter doesnt quite fit...but most of it screams Liason.....

“You don't have to understand. You just have to have faith.�
“Faith in what?�
“Destiny.�

Liz and Jason will reunite....it's their destiny!!!!

Liason . . .love em! Miss em! Can't wait to see them 2gether again. That's it for today!

Elizabeth,

Like any other canvas, I look at this page and it is hopelessly blank. I don't even know what makes me pick up the pen. Then I think of you and suddenly I can see the color left by a thousand brush strokes. And the page fills with words.

You taught me to see not just a painting but to see the wind. I always tried to show you how much you meant to me. I stand by what I said all those years ago, we are "More Than Friends". But I haven't always shown you how much you mean to mean. I've said the words "I love you" as many times as I thought you could take but those are just words. Walking away from you took all the love I had and left me hollow. I am trying to rebuild but my foundation just never feels solid. Not like when we were together. You always put the ground beneath my feet.

Now that we've sworn to no contact it's even harder to be sure you and Jake know how much I love you and will always carry you in my heart. Even this meager attempt at a letter will only end up set aflame and lie in ash with the other embers that just won't die.

I feel my edges fraying. I don't always have control of my anger these days. I've taken up with someone I deserve, someone who reminds me of my failures. It keeps me from hoping. But it doesn't make me love or miss you any less (though I wish it would). Only in these desolate moments when the four walls surrounding me close in and the emptiness is deafening, do I dare express what's in my soul.

I hope you know my heart is, and always will be, yours.

Jason

the room is dark but for the pumpkin orange glow coming from the fireplace. His dense frame darker than the unlit room passes through like a black hole threaten to suck everything into its void. Arctic eyes look one more time at the sheet of paper. He wonders where all the words came from and why it's such a relief to put them on paper. Kneeling, the far corner dangles above the iridescent flame. Is it the heat from the fire or hesitation at burning a declarations so sacred to him that causes beads of sweat to form? Without actually touching the letter to the long finger of fire the paper combusted. Blue-orange flame eats the page disappearing it like a magic trick. The heat creeps up to the tips of his fingers. He lets the pain come on till it replaces the tears for his lost family and lets go the last corner.

The room is empty again